Find a way out [03 Oct 2016|04:23pm] I actually might not want to find a way out from this. I want to feel better. Why is it that we take wellness for granted? I know I do. Pull us out post comment

Sick [01 Oct 2016|10:50pm] [ mood | sick ] Things happen quickly. I remember the past at the moment when it will be the most painful. I don't have enough time. post comment

Manager [22 Sep 2016|09:27pm] I manage. I am managing. Full time. post comment

recession proof [28 Aug 2015|01:00pm] [ mood | morose ] Sometimes I get annoyed that I haven't found a normal job as a productive member of society, it weighs on me. I realize though, over and over again that I never thought that's what I would be doing. I didn't ever know what I wanted to do, I like having things to do, I like keeping busy and I like having purpose. Given that I also come from a generally anarchistic family background I don't suppose I can question where my problem with authority came from either... It seems like I'm pretty fucked. post comment

re entry [13 Aug 2015|06:05pm] back I don't know where i'm headed working on figuring things out hmmm 1 comment|post comment

Fo-ever [02 Aug 2015|08:01pm] I don't see why this isn't getting easier I don't know whose interests I am best serving or whether or not I am serving anything besides coffee post comment

Manage this [31 Jul 2015|07:19pm] [ mood | as usual ] Making decisions is wrong Fate enables us to listen Even if this isn't what I wanted to do it's something I know I can do I'll go back one day this is only in between. post comment

Amphetamine (reprise) [09 Oct 2014|12:41am] [ mood | high ] There is a mouse in my apartment. Again. post comment

boiling point [09 Jun 2014|03:45am] I feel(?)... Unappreciated. Manipulated. The funny thing is... i got stuck in time, so long ago. Not suspended, no, stuck. This is no ode to the future, no, more an homage to what I used to be. post comment

Test [18 May 2014|02:40pm] Test 2 comments|post comment

[14 Jun 2013|08:09pm] [ mood | moody ] Western Ma. Summer sucking life yet domestication home cooked diners and 7 day weekends Happy is a relitive term Miserable boredom laziness induces. Gonna be a real adult soon with 2 degrees and debt riden future still no answers. College life years late and self destruction boring responsible 3. whatever and I don't care Literature and fiction fake noncomedic whatever reading someone elses words. Maybe I'll paint a picture. 1 comment|post comment

nostalgia [30 Apr 2013|07:15pm] [ mood | morose ] [ music | Radiohead ] I miss writing. Why did I pick a social science major? i miss my livejournal. post comment

[02 Nov 2012|03:07pm] [ mood | busy ] The semester is rapidly continuing... in Model UN we are not Egypt, we are Nigeria. International Relations research project on Female Genital Cutting Geography, bombed the Europe quiz The WOmens Movement continues in a rectangle and 3 people speaking Research Methods makes me want to jump (not fall) out of the window I gotta pick it up... I am mostly Okay. post comment

well-ish [13 Oct 2012|05:36pm] [ mood | content ] Trucking through the semester. Poor and learn-ed. little to say. post comment

See Cara Run... [14 Sep 2012|03:05pm] [ mood | geeky ] Yesterday I finally got my student handbook so the semester can officially begin. I signed up for 4 different clubs and am contemplating running for student government. I like it when i do things. Hooray for Fall. post comment

a month and a day [08 Sep 2012|01:01pm] [ mood | dorky ] The summer that was "Hurracaine Cara" has come to an end. On a note of hope and vigour for learning and trying to love life. I live alone in WIlson house, a room the size of a closet, with back stairs so I can come and go without notice. There is a backyard and i sit there and smoke and talk on the phone because it's the only place I get signal. FIve classes, 16 credits. Research mthds in Soc. Sci. Historical Perspective of the Women's movement (I piss this topic) Intro to World Geography (Requirement) Perspectives on Intl. Relations Model UN Seminar and Conference (we go to Harvard's UN model Conference in Feb.) I'm excited and optimistic that I will rock this semester hard. And take alot of naps. Hopefully I'll tutor again at the elementary school and I'll be doing shitty telefund in a few weeks. Visitors are encouraged, though i have to say again, my room is the size of a closet (so really only one visitor at a time) :-) 1 comment|post comment

[07 Aug 2012|12:03pm] "I will never look for love again I'm taking matters into my own hands" post comment

t-minus [03 Aug 2012|01:18pm] almost time to back out what a summer I have lost more than I intended and found nothing post comment

Dead Bum [25 Jul 2012|12:57pm] [ mood | hot ] I hate my job and people who don't read I need a career and a hobby or a job that i can work more than 28 hours a week i don't want to be poor i have too expensive taste post comment

[13 Jul 2012|02:40pm] "I'll grow back like a starfish" post comment

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